M-D-E part 2

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HAVE U EVER FELT THAT PEOPLE USE YOU?
OR TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU, FOR THINGS AND QUALITIES YOU HAVE, BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE THEM?

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LEFT OUT, UNNOTICED?
LIKE NO ONE CARES AT ALL. ???

HATE IT.HATE IT. HATE IT. HATE IT. HATE IT. HATE IT.

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER YOU.
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU.
MISSUSE THEIR FREAKING AUTHORITY.
START A COMMOTION FOR NO APPARENT REASON.
START SOME DRAMA!
BE CHILDISH WHEN ITS TIME TO FREAKING GROW UP.
PEOPLE WHO THINK THEIR SO COOL, AND SHOW ATTITUDE.
HAVE SOCIAL ISSUES.
DOES NOT KNOW THE SERIOUSNESS OF THINGS.
DON'T GIVE RESPECT, AND EXPECTS RESPECT?

GET A FREAKING LIFE YOU LOSERS!

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It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.

I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there.

Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen.

'Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care.

I thought you were my fairytale,a dream when I'm not sleeping.

A wish upon a star that's coming true.

But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.

When there was me and you.

I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing.

And when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along.

But then you went and changed the wordsNow my heart is empty.

I'm only left with used-to-bes and once upon a song.

Now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were mean't for sleeping.

And wishes on a star just don't come true.

But now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.

Because I liked the view,when there was me and you....

I can't believe that I could be so blind.

It's like you were floating while I was falling and I didn't mind.......

Because I liked the view.

I thought you felt it too.

When there was me and you...

EEwWE

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I'm sicK!
I've been having fever since yesterday evening, and a really bad sore throat!

I dont mind the fever. But the sore throat just sucks big time!

hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it.

I already missed one day of school today. which means i don't get my grade.
And today was communications, which is a module i really enjoy.
How sucky is that!

I'm soo not in the mood to blog now.
dunnoe if i'm PMS-ing or is it because i'm sick.
Or maybe both.!
I need to sleep!
Night night!
*cough* *cough*

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H-O-T. H-O-T. H-O-T.

M-D-E

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As much as i hate Emo People, I do admit i do have my own 'Emo' moment at times.


Of course,i do not go to the extent of hurting myself or any other brutality.


Just a very intense moment of emotional breakdown.


I'm really not an emotional person. I hardly get sad or take things seriously or personally.


But when i do get emotional, it kind of hits me hard.

I dont even know why i'm writing such a post.
Its just Ultimate Randomness.

Evening Awakening

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Something happened just now. And i've been thinking about it ever since.



Yesterday Evening i was watching TV in the room, and i heard the doorbell ringing.

( No one was at home at that time )



I went to see who was at the door, and i saw this indian old man, dressed in a white long 'jippa'. He had this really pleasant looking face.



Thinking that it was some ordinary sales-person who would eventually waste my time, i was about to say sorry i'm not interested. However, i saw him holding a couple of holy books in his hands, and that immediately caught my attention. Besides, he looked so poorthing. I asked him, how can i help u?



And strangely, he went, ' Hare Rama, Hare krishna '. He was from the Krishna Association i think. He was promoting the 'Bhagavadgita'.
( Krishna is one of he main Gods that i pray to, so i was actually kind of captivated by it )

We had this really strange conversation.

Sales-Guy : I'm actually promoting the 'Bhagavadgita'. Can i ask u something?

Me : Erm.. Ya sure.

Sales-Guy : Who's was the Bhagavadgita Written for?

Me : Ermm... ( at this point i actually knew the answer, but was thinking if i was wrong, it would be so embarrasing. )

Sales- Guy : C'mon give it a try. I know he's in your house.

Me : It was written for Krishna, wasn't it?.

Sales-Guy : Exactly. And for that, You WIN this Book.

Me : Oh You're giving it to me? How much is it?

Sales-guy : Only if you promise to read one page of it a day. Can u do that?

Me : I guess i could.

Sales- Guy : Good! God Bless u Child.

At this point, i wasn't clearly sure of what i was getting myself into.

Then he went on to show me the contents of the book. I gotta admit, the book was really interesting. Cos it had quotes, as well as a sanskrit translation and english one too. It also had the purpose of the quote.

Obviously, all this sounds too good to be true right?

Then i saw my grandmother coming back home, at the corridor.
She immediately started signaling me to not entertain them.
I ignored her! ( LOL hahaha )
Then she started some commotion with the poor old man. He looked so poorthing. He didnt have any bad intentions at all.
Then she took the book from my hand and gave it back to him.
I really felt so bad. After being so nice to me, and taking the effort to explain everything in detail. He was even willing to give me the book for free.

I was , a little pissed off with her. She could have at least ask me what was going on, rather than start a commotion blindly.

When she went into the house, i took the opportunity to apologize to him

Me : I'm extremely sorry. My grandma doesn't seem to be in a very good mood now.

Sales- guy : Oh Dont worry about it. Anyway, i understand that u cannot accept this book. But i want to give u a smaller version of this book. And also a photo of Krishna.

Me : Oh thank you so much! Please hold on for awhile.
( It wouldn't be nice to send him empty-handed right. Although he didn't ask for any money, i still wanted to give him a few dollars. )

What a nice old man! I still feel so bad.

The worst part is, after he left, i asked my grandma whats gotten into her.

Grandma : No no, Never believe these sales-persons. They just want to get your money.
Me : So what? That book was really nice. And he even wanted to give it to me for free.
Grandma : Huh? Free? Are u sure?
Me : Yes!
Grandma : ( Feeling all stupid and embarrased, she didn't say anything. )

I've been thinking of this incident the whole of yest evening. I really dont know why. I just felt a lot of positive energy when i was talking to him. My Grandma had to spoil everything. pfftt

Lesson to be learnt : Dont ever jump to conclusions, without knowing whats happening.

THINKING OF YOU!

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The new Video in my blog : Katy Perry's Thinking of You!
Its my Fav song at the mmt.

Katy Perry's Songs are soo weirdly Unique! Like all the elements in the song dont compliment with each other at all.
But yet, its soo soothing for the ears.
And probably, that is why she has an amazing fan-base in such a short time!

And i think that she's so extremely pretty!
Everything about her is perfect i think.
ESP, he EYES!
Just watch this video, and you'll know what i mean!
All in all, she's P-E-R-F-E-C-T!

Enjoy the video!
I've added in the lyrics, because as i said, they are weirdly unique, but yet stil so touching!

+PEACE+

GAMBIT= MY LOVE

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X-MEN ORIGINS = SUPER DUPER SATISFACTORY

Oh my goodness. What an Amazing movie!

I enjoyed it immensely. Every min of it was perfect!

The highlight of the movie was Wolverine.

But for me it was GAMBIT!!!

YES!

GAMBIT!

Gosh he was soo cool. He swept me off my feet!

Although he only appeared for like 10 mins, that was more than enough.

To celebrate the fact that this is the first time he's appearing in the X-men Series, and also because i'm such a huge fan of him, i wore a top with cards on it.

( Cards are what makes Gambit look so stylish! )

YES I KNOW I'M CRAZY! LOL

I SOO WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN!!!

GAMBIT YOU ROCK!

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X-MEN ORIGINS
I'm gonna watch X-Men Origins Tmrw!!!
Being such a hard-core X-men Fan, i'm only gonna watch it four days after opening.
How embarrasing. +P

I love love love X-men!
The one reason i'm looking forward to this movie is because they are finally showing GAMBIT!
He totally rocks my socks!
He used to be my crush in PS when i was younger. He's the most stylish character in X-men with his cards!

I still remember, when i used to play PS with my cousins or with my brother, the only two characters i would choose were Gambit or NightCrawler. LOL

However, the person they chose to play Gambit, is seriously not how he looks in the cartoon!
Gotta admit, the cartoon gambit was awesome!
Hats off to whoever designed him in PS.
But i'm really excited to see him in his role, although i heard that he only appears for a short period.
But still???
Its the first ever time!

Now back to sleep!
Night Night!

I HATE ROUTINES!

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All u Followers out there: My apologies for not updating for nearly 2 weeks.

Now that Poly has begun, i feel like i barely have time for anything.

Seriously, its the same on-going cycle every weekday. This sucks!

I wake up at six every morning.
Leave the house at 7.45
My lesson starts at 8.30.
( RP has a sucky time-table, which i'm seriously lazy to list down in detail now )
I end at 3.30.
Rest....Rest....Rest...
Complete my Reflection Journal. ( i have to do this everyday )
I sleep at like 11+ or 12+

THERE YOU GO, MY Schedule for the day!

I hate Routines in my life!
How can i go through this for 5 days?
Well, its school... I can't complain much!

But when CHANGE comes, i welcome it with open arms!!!

ZZZZzzzzz.......
Off to bed.
Have a great weekend ahead!